Thursday, July 9, 2009♥11:13 PM
Sorry seems to be the hardest word to say from my heart!
I'm deeply sorry to you for today and yesterday. I have boiled your blood almost to the max. Thanks for being forgivable towards me. I knew you have try to control your temper so as not to hurt me. I appreciated it alot but at the same time, i felt guilty. =(
" (: " on every message of yours made me felt more guilty! =( I promise you to give you some cooling period but somehow I can't stop caring for you. For this, I'm confused. Please don't be angry ok! I already tried my best to control my urge not to bother you.
"Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge".-Isaac Friedmann
Forgive me please!
Don't get angry for me. It's not worth. haha. You just lose your seconds of happiness! haha. I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt you!!!!!!
No worry, I'm okay. I just want to apologise to you. 对不起! (: From my bottom and sincere heart, I say this to you! I mean it!
PS:All the best for you in future!
PS: I miss you and I'm not crapping!Labels: sorry towards her
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Wednesday, July 8, 2009♥11:59 PM
APPG lab test and UFS quiz 1 were over! Thanks her for the words. They helped in giving me confidence. It's in the mid of second week now since the school term has started. The lessons are getting harder for majority while easier for minority. Exams are the main focus for everyone now. The real challenges are ahead of us. I shall face it with a smile.
I just hope I can acheive a good GPA this time round. My efforts put in it is not enough! Gosh,how how how? I need your encouragement man!!! One thing for sure was you're gone! haha. Did I piss you off?haha. I'm doubtful. :(
My mood for this week is still on a positive level. Don't make me sad again! I don't want to use this word "stupid" but I have to use. "Stupid" You! hahaha. You make me worry at times. Omg. For some reason, you seem like "cold shoulder" towards me. I just take it as you're busy nowadays. I do understand as I have eyes to see!
Yesterday, I have a headache after some cracking of brain in NPSU first meeting. I was in Graduation Committee. Yes, it seems cool. No, it seems hard man! Anyway, I commit towards it. "Lol,think positive ehs! :)" " Zzzz! Then you ars so lameeee! Dots" .. haha.. This messages make me happy. Thanks ehs! haha..
Ps: Please be chill.. I know you are a forgivable person. Cheers(:
Ps: Don't stress too much k.
Ps: Force people is not a good thing!Labels: yuppie
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Saturday, July 4, 2009♥1:48 AM
Today was the first Friday of term2 in second year. I just missed my cool holidays alot. From the start of this week until right now, I was not very lively at all. I admit I'm feeling rather down out of a sudden. :( Perhaps there's something missing in my life? Empty feeling?I have no problems with Family,friends or studies. I only have one problem which may be the lead of my unhappiness.
When I was on my way to school this morning, my mind was confused. Instead of facing it, I chose to run away from it? I didn't tell her or my friends about it. The best way is sort out the problems and get over with it. In my practical lessons, I have been losing focus on my circuit design at times. Maybe I was missing someone or missing something.
How I wish that you will appear and guide me along. Like a guardian? Anyway, I knew all the time people were caring and sharing my problems with me. Strange feeling. I felt that I have make someone not like usual self.
I'll get some sleep now and hope for a brighter tomorrow. I'm not okay right now! Leave me alone! Thanks everyone for your concern and advice. I appreciate. I'll smile soon. I promise.Labels: not ok today
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Wednesday, July 1, 2009♥9:48 PM
This morning, I woke up as my phone rang. I received a sms from her. haha. Since my lesson was in the afternoon for today, I went back to sleep after I replied her. I got out from bed at around 11 plus am, prepared myself for school.
I went to wait for Eunice at Phoneix busstop around 12.30pm. We waited damn long for Xian Zheng to arrive. After Xian Zheng has arrived, Eunice drove us to school. We were in the same IS class together with Jian Qing. Was late for lesson 5 mins. Today lesson was interesting. I learnt revenues,liabilities and assets stuffs. Hopefully, I can apply what I have learnt in the future. Next week, there's a quiz. I have to study for it.hee(:
My lecturer was damn humorous. haha. He was a interesting person. He even show us how to buy/sell stocks online. He used "WTH" and "WTH" etc.haha.. He even encourage us to buy stocks. I was like omg, how many people get burn on their hand when they play stock? I have phobia anyway. Doing business in future is a staright NO for me. I don't have the ability to handle. I prefer to help people boast up their business.haha.
Anyway, ten years down the road, I may become a businessman. It's unpredictable. Fate and circumstances may lead me to it. I shall let the nature takes its course. If it's mine, I'll do my best for it.
Lastly, you must get well soon. Please stay on medication as far as possible. You must finish the course of your medication. Hopefully, I can see you smiling again. Speedy Recovery okay! (: I'm damn worry for your health. Don't put too much emphasise in your schoolwork. Afterall, health is still more important.
PS: All the best for my theory evaluation tomorrow!
PS: Get well soon for YOU!
PS: I miss YOU!Labels: IS UFS first lesson
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Tuesday, June 30, 2009♥10:42 PM
Parents?
Daddy & Mummy?
I love both of you alot. Both of you seem like treasures in my life. The unconditional love showered by both of you towards my sister and I make us feel damn touched. Although most of the time, I'm busy with my assignments on laptop, that does not mean I don't care about the existence of both of you anymore.
After I came across with friends who have single-parent, I realised that I was rather fortunate and blessed throughout these pasting years.
Fortunate? The word is rather unspoken towards me. It's the feeling that I have developed throughout my days. I still remember six years ago, I fractured my left arm. Both of you rushed to my side as soon as possible. When I was hospitalised, both of you were at my side accompanying me to the extent that both of you have to give up two/three days of work. I was touched and sorry at the same time. My mind was kind of confused as I was lost in words.
Anyway, I felt the love from both of you. Thanks God for giving me such an awesome pair of Mummy Daddy. haha.(: I'm blessed. Thanks for the encouraging words from both of you when I'm feeling down due to failures. No matter in term of tests or whatever, One of you will be there for me! I can even close my eyes.haha. How I wish both of you will always be at my side but life is unpredictable. Thus, I shall treasure every moment spent with both of you. Thanks Thanks Thanks(: I love both of you dearly. (: No one I can rely on other than both of you!haha(:
I miss the good night kiss! haha(: Will you? haha..Labels: loves mummy daddy lots
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Sunday, June 28, 2009♥11:00 PM
Sunday morning as the sun shined brightly.Today morning was also unlucky day for me. I failed my driving theory evaluation by 1 mark. 62/70! Hell man! Haha. My dad told me that I could try harder next time. This Thursday, I will take it for another round. Hope I can pass ba. God, bless me with 63/70! Anyway, I’ll study harder with more details for now. After my evaluation, I called Pan Peng and went to meet Pan Peng up at Woodlands. We have breakfast together in KFC Causeway Point. Sadness of me poured onto Pan Peng’s shoulder. Pan Peng sympathized me.I have the urge wanting to tell her but I was afraid. Perhaps she will be sad? I’m confused.
After breakfast, Pan Peng went to my house and watched TV. At the same time, he was checking the Johor map and having his Iphone charged.I was revising my theory book while watching the "Bruce Lee Show".Pan Peng & I felt that the show was meaningful .About 2pm, we went together to Johor Bahru by bus. There was a slight jam after Singapore Custom. Oh gosh!The first thing we did was to have a good lunch. After we entered City Square,we saw a restaurant “ KimGary Hong Kong Restaurant” and dined in. I ordered Hong Kong’s Beef Rice and Hong Kong cold milk tea. Pan Peng ordered Noodles with Pork Chop and Preserved Vegetable. Additional to his order a cold milk tea. The total cost was RM26. Cheap right?
After lunch, Pan Peng accompanied me to shop. I bought a shirt afterall. Pan Peng bought 2 Reader Digest as they were cheap!At 5pm,we caught Malaysian Superstar Amy Signature Show. She sang very well and was there in City Square to promote her EP “ Loves Amy”. Haha. Here are some photos:
Thereafter, I went to popular to help my sister bought an earpiece. Headed back to Singapore aftermath. At Causeway Point, we went to buy foods from BreadTalk and Cold Storage. I train-ed home after buying. My train concession has ended today. :( That’s how I end my last day of term break with a nice note.
PS: She is on her way back!
PS: God, please bless me on Thursday for my evaluation!
PS: I Miss U >.<Labels: last day for april term break 2009
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
Saturday, June 27, 2009♥7:12 PM
Morning arosen. Yup, today I went school to help out with the Pinnacle Race 2009. I managed to reach there by 6.15am despite sleeping only for an hour or so. Jian long met me up and together with the rest, we set off to our station at Ulu Pandan. We took public bus there. Together with Hidayah, we were allocated at patrol officers to make sure the racers do not run on the road. When it comes to race, no one bothers about your whatever shit. As a matter of courtesy, we just inform them.
Initially, the race was supposed to start at 8am. Some crop up here and there, the race flag-ed off at 9am. Therefore, during the period from 6 plus to 9am, we were slacking like some idiots. As we are in charge of Checkpoint 3, the first team to arrive was at about 9.40am. haha. They looked exhausted as I viewed them at the checkpoint. Anyway, good job for being the fastest. (:
Duty-shift until 11 plus am, job was finally completed. A mini shuttle bus came and fetched us back to NP. At NP, I saw the racers and started to chat with them. They shared with me their viewpoints on the entire race. Lunch was ready, all our checkpoint helpers settled down and have lunch togther. Chit-chatted while we were eating. Some of helpers left after lunch while the rest of us went to the Old Child Care to have a slight rest. I left school at about 2 plus.
Reached home at about 3pm, I sent a message to her and I took a long nap till now. I shall slack for awhile and tidy up my room later. Tomorrow, I will be going to Johor in the afternoon. Yeah(:
PS: 2 more days to her return(:Labels: pinnacle race 2009
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
